he'e na you aren't 

may be other don't know your charter'   But I know you just cheating  

we ''joker'' nothing to do except laughing this might be makes others happy  

i think that im extra in X's life 

coz  X even doesn't like to talk to me. 

just tell me if you dont like to live with me 

believe me I'll  go , it would be suffering and hard for me  , but the only thing which makes me happy is to tell me your hearts feeling  

I like  you to live  happily with full of love  

BE HONEST 

im tired while im sick of life

God tell the X how he could be such a lair 

God if im X's partner if im X' self  how can X treats me badly.

 I feel RUBBISH .